PMS=hell

Personally, i think that anyone who goes to hell could serve their term experiencing a few bouts of my particular brand of PMS. Irritable, grouchy, mood swings, negative....just this walking cloud of blah bringing misery to all i encounter.

ok, that's not really fair, but it is how i feel.

my car broke down last night, which basically sucked, BUT the good news is that i was only 10 minutes from home, so at least i wasnt in BFE- ya know? it wasnt too expensive to repair, but still, it was an expense i didnt really need right now.

mostly i'm just feeling negative- i know that is PMS. i ate like hell today, am im afraid of what the consequences will be. i wish i had a good excuse, but i dont. hopefully G will remember how much she loves me...oh wait...that logic NEVER works, because she will say "it is because I love you" sigh

more than anything, i guess i feel like i am not doing right by myself tonight- or today in general. i want so much to blame it on PMS, but i cant. not in any good conscience at least. i'm making these choices, i just have made the easy ones today rather than the good ones. i need to work harder on that.