orrie's o

27 July 2006

ADHD is a part of me, but it isnt all of me!

Do you ever find yourself flooded with just nonsense stuff that if you really tried to answer, you might end up ripping your hair out?

Every once in awhile, i find my brain racing through every thought it has even grasped, and every thought it wished it could have the time to think. Now that i am taking straterra, my brain doesnt do this quite as often, but still, it is there. It is a part of me that will always be there. It is a part of me that I am still coming to accept.

Some days, i'm pretty ok with it. Other days, i feel like i was made broken- like who i am is all wrong and God must have made a mistake. (And no, today isnt actually one of those days- it's just on my mind...along with all that random useless stuff- lol)

So, anyway...i'm not sure why i started writing this. i just sat down at the puter and this is what poured out. So, i guess it must be eating away at the back of my mind. Nothing better than blogging to bring it to the front, eh??

i think it's time for me to bring out that mantra "i'm ok i'm ok", but sometimes when my brain starts hyper-focusing on those things out of my control i lose sight of the fact that who i am is not defined by that which is out of my control but rather that which is.

PS- if you click on the topic line, you will get redirected to a fun site...

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