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30 October 2005

Something controvercial

OK, so G says that if i write something controvercial then someone will comment on it. The only problem is, i cant think of anything right off the top of my head...BUT gimmie a minute.... (hums the tune from jeopardy)

OK, i think that all people who get spanked are weird with serious mental defects.

Will that do?

Comment dammit!

posted by oreo at 14:48

2 Comments:

  • Why would you word it like that?

    Weird is only weird because it's not something we are use to or understand or are a little unsure of!

    As for serious mental defects....is that really how you feel about it?

    Maybe a bit spongy around the edges is closer to the mark!LOL

    As long as your self worth is not being torn away and you are being respected for who you are and loved for who you are then so be it. Live your life! But just remember the disscussions we had about "Papa" and how I questioned you and you assured me that he was the best thing to come into your life since sliced bread. And even when I would question you about things that I thought didn't seem quite right you said life was grand....but after a while things changed and got ugly.

    Most of us punish ourselves or beat ourselves up sometime or other about many different things....the only difference is you have chosen to entrust that task to someone else.

    Don't quite understand why but hey...!
    I just had a thought....did you ever get spanked as a kid? Maybe you didn't and that is why this is something you need! Now for me...I got plenty of spankings when I was a kid and after about the age of 8 or 9 I had had enough and flew the straight and narrow!! LOL!!~!

    We all hope things in our life will follow a smooth path but we have to be prepared for those pot holes no matter how small or large or how often they pop up. Reality is a real eye opener sometimes! Sometimes we even steer right into that pot hole...for whatever reason!!

    Keep yourself safe and be happy...
    Life is to short...eat dessert first!!

    Love ya , Donna

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 7:27 PM  

  • Actually, i dont really feel that way- i just wanted someone to comment...lol. i do feel that there is a place in my life for it, and i also feel that everyone is a little spongy around the edges in some way or another- ya just never know what that way is.

    And yes, i do remember those conversations, and all i can say is "chalk one up to experience"- life sux when you have to learn things the hard way. On the brighter side though, at least i am moving forward with my eyes a whole hell of a lot more open than they were. There were things i needed from him that he never could have given, only i didnt know it at the time. ya know how you learn more and more about yourself as you deal with the layers of your emotional shit---well, that is what happened between me and him, only he just took advantage of my vulnerability. i'm not that vulnerable anymore...

    On a plus, G and i have talked enough for me to know that even if the D/s part of "us" went away, the friendship that we have is more important, and will continue to hold us together. i think that was a large part of what was missing before...with everyone else, there was never an equality of friendship- a person who i was interested in for themselves with or without D/s. And honestly, i think that the same was probably true for them as well- without this one crucial aspect, there was nothing really left...i can honestly say that if that part between G and i went away, i would miss it, and i would long for it, but we would still have an honest friendship with commonalities and shared desires and goals that the friendship would carry forward.

    By Blogger oreo, at 10:45 PM  

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