back in the saddle
OK, so it's been a few days since i posted- life happens, right? Things have been crazy busy with the start of school. Not to mention that everything is totally over with Craig (yes, you read that right, not Papa, but Craig.) i'm actually doing mostly ok. If i see him, or talk to him on the phone, it's still hard for me, but generally speaking, things are going ok. my life is moving forward- and so far, it is definately for the better. In fact, thinking back over the past two years, i can't see how it could do anything but get better.
It's so nice to actually have a Domme that is dominant. It's not just about being spanked- it's about the way she approaches her life, and how she takes charge of situations and does not let someone else control her. That is so different from what i am used to, and it's wonderful to see that someone is like that. Craig was supposed to be that, but he ultimately gave control to cindy (his "daughter that he used to have sex with") and she dictated him- whether he realized it or not, that is what happened. So, it's very different for me to be able to sit back and know that Miss G has things under control. That she is willing to step up to the plate and say "enough" when it needs to be said. It's taking me time to get used to this, but boy oh boy it's a neat feeling.
By the way- have i mentioned lately how wonderful Miss G is? i mean, have i really made that clear? Cause she truly is wonderful, and i am so grateful to have her in my life. And incidently, NO, i am not trying to get out of trouble...lol
Well, things are changing, life always changes, and some days i am better than others. Ultimately, i know that it will all be ok- that i will get through all this somehow, and that it will make me stronger to face the challenges that lie before me.
Oh, and i'm supposed to be doing homework right now, but i'm protesting. School in the north starts AFTER labor day...what is this mid-august garbage y'all concocted in the south??? i mean, sheesh! it's unamerican to ask me to do homework in august....
It's so nice to actually have a Domme that is dominant. It's not just about being spanked- it's about the way she approaches her life, and how she takes charge of situations and does not let someone else control her. That is so different from what i am used to, and it's wonderful to see that someone is like that. Craig was supposed to be that, but he ultimately gave control to cindy (his "daughter that he used to have sex with") and she dictated him- whether he realized it or not, that is what happened. So, it's very different for me to be able to sit back and know that Miss G has things under control. That she is willing to step up to the plate and say "enough" when it needs to be said. It's taking me time to get used to this, but boy oh boy it's a neat feeling.
By the way- have i mentioned lately how wonderful Miss G is? i mean, have i really made that clear? Cause she truly is wonderful, and i am so grateful to have her in my life. And incidently, NO, i am not trying to get out of trouble...lol
Well, things are changing, life always changes, and some days i am better than others. Ultimately, i know that it will all be ok- that i will get through all this somehow, and that it will make me stronger to face the challenges that lie before me.
Oh, and i'm supposed to be doing homework right now, but i'm protesting. School in the north starts AFTER labor day...what is this mid-august garbage y'all concocted in the south??? i mean, sheesh! it's unamerican to ask me to do homework in august....
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